I feel like I've been spiritually body slammed over and over again in this fight.
I literally do what I don't want to do. How is it that I have the power to be absolutely powerless?
I battle the guilt of instantly trying to bounce back from my own stupidity... thinking to myself, "who in the world do you think you are, ignoring what you've just done? running back to Him as if it never happened, as if things are going to be fine?"
Posted on Thu, October 23, 2008
by Hannah Decker filed under